When I was looking at this class during registration, I didn’t pay too much attention to the course description. I had just seen it was a 4 credit course that was at a decent time and looked like an easy way to break up my core classes, as just doing math all day can be quite exhausting and I’ve always loved to read. However, upon entering this class in August, I realized just how much of an oversight it was not to look at the course description. It started slowly, just simple things I should’ve looked closer to, or brought up sooner, things I never thought cut as deep as they did stung anew the further we got in the course. I’ve seen homelessness and the insanity it drags behind it firsthand, it has always been something I was intimately aware of throughout my life. We had moved around a lot when I was a kid, never staying in one place long enough to really call it a home, for a myriad of different reasons. From just not liking the heat in Vegas, to losing our house in Hurricane Sandy, I’ve witnessed expulsion on many levels. Homelessness was always a threat that hung over my head, whether it was the chance of being evicted or desperately trying to show I was worthy of the space I took up. What really set the awareness for me was this class. When we started The Tragedy of King Lear, I didn’t focus too much on it, I found the language difficult, and I’ve never been fond of plays. However, when we watched the rain scene in class, I saw the story in a whole new light. Being witness to close family members having those exact breakdowns, I had a different insight into the scene, and it made me connect with the story from a different perspective.
A Mercy was different, however, as I’ve always loved analyzing literature, and non-linear stories and unreliable narrators are some of my favorite things to pick apart. Symbolism is by far my favorite thing to look for when reading a story, and A Mercy was packed full of it. While there were definitely times when I didn’t focus enough on the subtext or didn’t finish the reading by classtime, I still had a strong understanding of the story, and its explanation of expulsion through people really resonated with me. Florens’ connection to her mother, and later the Blacksmith meant a lot to me, especially after learning how the entire book was Florens carving her story into the walls. We all are desperate to leave a mark, to have someone hear our story, and to see that exposed in such a way was incredible. When thinking about the arc of the story in modern times, I completely agree that this story can be taken as an interpretation of the housing crisis. People so often get boiled down to an I.D. number, or just a face in the crowd, and experiencing loss like Florens and the homeowners during their respective times gives people an intrinsic need to be seen. Without something to call your own, and everybody looking at you cross, people devolve, trying to burn themselves into the minds of passersby. In the Old Man and the Storm video, we watched how he was so desperate to keep something to himself, and all the paperwork and false promises made by the government pushed him further and further to panic. That was the house he built with his own hands, he carved those details into the wood, that was his mark on the world, and to see it fall so short of what it once had been created such a divide between the family. The Parable of the Sower was truly the nail in the coffin for me. The Parable of the Sower being so closely tied to our current reality, while sickening, was an interesting parallel. Especially with the Parable of the Sower’s connection to The Big Short, and learning how the event unfolded in its entirety.
Lauren fought to have her voice heard, even knowing how she’d be looked at once sharing, and still, no one could look past their comfort or fear to believe her anxieties. Her story does a beautiful job of showing just how easy it is to lose everything when you’re not paying attention. The world was already in shambles, people desperate for money, burning on the streets of abandoned cities and the fire department charging a fee to put out the fires. This dystopian aspect of the essay is what truly parallels the agony behind the 2008 Housing Crisis, as Lauren’s life is not too far from what those people were forced to experience. One of the ideas emphasized in Parable of the Sower is learning from what’s happened before you, as well as taking what you’ve learned to adapt to the change in your environment. We see this quite often in Lauren’s travels, from her warning signs of the community’s demise following similar signs from the falls of larger cities, to her spreading her beliefs of Earthseed to get people to be more cautionary and less reliant upon blind faith or trust in the present. The recurring theme of “God is change.” not only references how change is an uncontrollable force but also how consistency is, in itself, inconsistent. You have no control over what happens, but you can accept and learn from it, something that ultimately led to her community’s failings, as well as our own shortcomings in the housing crisis. People are reluctant to accept what’s being shown in front of them, especially when it puts them in a position of power. However, on a larger scale, we see an emphasis on resilience through Lauren and her group throughout the novel which teaches more about perseverance rather than recompense. Octavia Butler’s story directly parallels the Parbale of the Sower story from the Bible, in which Jesus tells the people how different fallen seeds have grown. “Behold, a sower went out to sow. And as he sowed, some seed fell by the wayside; and the birds came and devoured them. Some fell on stony places, where they did not have much earth; and they immediately sprang up because they had no depth of earth. But when the sun was up they were scorched, and because they had no root they withered away. And some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprang up and choked them. But others fell on good ground and yielded a crop: some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. He who has ears to hear, let him hear!” (Matthew 13 4:9, NKJV). This parable, a story meant to tell a moral or spiritual lesson, serves to show how important the planting of seeds is. You can spread your wealth of knowledge as far as the Earth allows, however, poorly placed seeds with shrivel the moment they spring. Seeds received by the wayside are seeds planted and grown, however not understood, leaving them easily torn away, similar to the people who worked on Wall Street not understanding the policies they set out, but enforcing them anyway. Seeds received in the “stony places” are information readily, and enthusiastically received, however poorly rooted and gain no depth so they only survive for a short period, similar to Lauren’s neighborhood. Seeds received within the thorns is information received, however, misled by the riches of the world surrounding them, like Lauren’s father understanding the signs himself but allowing himself to be caught up in the delusion of stability, or the people relying on government aid during the Housing Crisis holding faith that the everchanging and tumultuous process would be a saving grace. Finally, seeds received in rich soil in information readily received and understood. It has taken root and bore fruit a hundredfold of its original promise, paralleling Lauren’s character. She saw the signs of failure, and internalized them, not allowing the seeds to be uprooted by the comfort of her town or the loss of everything she cared for. She moved forward and held steadfast in her beliefs which ultimately led to a stronger and more secure community.
Viewing this class with the experience of someone with close ties to homelessness and expulsion, while sometimes making me feel a little too close to the material, it also gave the material a different air than what it could’ve been for someone without that context. It gave me a different kind of dedication to the course. There were things my classmates couldn’t read into the same way I could, or smaller details that were more easily overlooked had you not existed in that scene. Lear’s breakdown in the rain can at first seem dramatic or crazed, however comparing it to real-life scenarios, it’s completely justified. His crazed ramblings and turbulent emotions are something we see every day amongst the homeless population and often pity the same way the jester and guard hesitated around Lear. Florens’ complete dependence on the Blacksmith and her explosive reaction to seeing him “choose” a child over her is something everyone has experienced; whether it be witnessing someone dig their nails into something in desperate attempts to cling on, or lashing out at the nearest person after losing something we’ve depended on. The way no one in Lauren’s community listened to her fears about the end of the neighborhood until it was too late, or how devastatingly apparent the Housing crisis was and yet no one stopped to check themselves in The Big Short is something absolutely everyone has been affected by. One person not being able to convince the masses of an apparent disaster, and those in power knowing every step of the way the damage their footsteps pave into the earth is a widespread disease. Once one person doesn’t wear a mask, it is simply a matter of time before we all fall ill.
